God, you have your arms opened wide waiting for me. You say you love me for who I am?  Who I am with all these flaws an cracks, who I am messing up and falling on my face?  Yet you are still there with your arms opened wide waiting for me no matter what. It's because you love me. Because I am your daughter. Because you have called me. Without you I am empty. Without you I am nothing. It's only because of you that I am something.  You really do care.  You really won't leave me laying in the dirt.  Something may happen, but your hand is always upon me.  You may let these things happen for a reason. A reason like to teach me a lesson.  Although sometimes I make it harder for myself because I don't listen to you. Even though I may do it my way and learn the lesson the hard way.  Yet you are still willing and patient with your arms opened wide waiting for me.  Either way I will still learn the lesson.  The easy way or the hard way.  You have purpose for everything it's just a matter of me ring opened to see that. You love me just the way I am all cracked ad flawed.  In your eyes I am your daughter and you are my father. 

 

"I believe that suffering is part of the narrative, and that nothing really good gets built when everything is easy.  I believe that loss and emptiness and confusion often give way to new fullness and wisdom." -bittersweet 

"The idea of bittersweet is changing the way I live, unraveling and re-weaving the way I understand life. Bittersweet is the idea that in all things there is something broken and something beautiful,  that there is a sliver of lightness on even the darkest of nights, a shadow of hope in every heart break and that rejoicing is no less rich when it comes to a splinter of sadness."-bittersweet 

 

Isaiah 43:1-2

"do not fear, for I have summoned you by name; you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you.  When you walk through the fire you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze."