I want this blog to be real, authentic, and genuine.
Not to be different or to stand out, but to share my heart with you and to show you what’s going on inside me.

God, has wrecked my life countless times.
His presence has overwhelmed me in the most loving ways.
His love literally shakes my heart.

I can lose myself inside myself a lot of the times. I’ll get caught up in my own wants and desires, and my flesh will put up a fight against the Spirit of God in me.
The spiritual war waging inside of me is gruesome. It’s one that hurts me and heals me. I’ve learned so much during these battles over my heart.
God’s love always prevails!

When it comes to this mission trip, the World Race, I can get mixed feelings about it.
My flesh doesn’t like this.
My flesh wants the comforts of home.
My flesh doesn’t want me to share the love of God with the world.
My flesh is weak..
But!!
My God is strong!
I know where I’ve been called. I know where my soul truly finds rest. The Lord is my rock, my shield, my strong tower.

I don’t understand God most of the time.
He does things out of my own understanding and my mind just can’t grasp it sometimes.
There’s a good side to this.
Even though I don’t understand His plan all the time, I still trust in Him.
My trust in the Lord has grown exponentially!

I don’t no why my funds are low for this mission trip but I know God has a plan during it all. Maybe it’s for me to step up into a new understanding of faith in our Father.
He sure does like to do that.

I’ve had many challenges during my time overseas..
Some harder than others and some that I don’t even realize are there.
God loves revealing Himself to me during these times.
Actually, God just loves being there all the time. But I don’t always look for Him.
I’m looking now. I see Him as I look back on my life. He has always been there.
Standing by my side, fighting my battles for my soul, and providing for my every need.

God’s love does not stop!
God’s love is very ending!

If there’s anything I can say about my life to share with the world, it would be this..

God, the creator of the universe, is absolutely crazy about you and He longs to be known by you.

I don’t have any real intentions behind this blog post but to share my heart with you today.

My funds are low but my hope is high above the heavens!

Will you partner with me this new year?
I long to share the love of God to everyone in the world. You can help me do that for the next 5 months as I travel through Malaysia and South America.

Donations of any size are absolutely appreciated! Donate $1 or $1000.
This is your choice. Pray, ask, and seek the Lord before you donate. That’s all I ask of you.
If He leads you to donate or to not, I’d love to know the reasons He lead you to this decision. Thank you for all your love and support!