I expect to be changed.  I tried to think of jazzier ways of saying it, but why bother.  It’s what I expect.  I expect to come back different.  Ideally changed for the better, that I will be a better steward of all that God has blessed me with.  That my heart will be broken for him.  I expect to, in becoming more aware, become a better human.  A better and more aware participant in this world.  That I can influence the world in which I live, and that I can make a difference.  I expect to see things I have never dreamed of.  I expect to develop a greater appreciation for who God is, that he sees the brokenness, the hurt, the hunger and doesn’t become apathetic.  I expect to experience God in a way I never have before.  I expect to make life-long friends, not just within my squad but across the world, throughout the nations, and within the body of Christ.