With only 2 days left at home, stress about packing, sadness of saying my goodbyes, and the fear of the unknown for the entire year ahead of me are all trying to creep up.
I know these are just attempts of the enemy to steal my peace and rob me of being able to cherish and enjoy the time that I have with loved ones, and I won’t let it happen!!
Taking these worries and concerns to the Lord, He has reminded me of training camp. That week was one of the most challenging times of my life, but also the most growth-filled and rewarding. I was stretched mentally, physically, and spiritually more than I would have been able to imagine. But not only did I make it through all of the tough things I had been so worried about prior to getting there, I was transformed into a new person! A person that truly trusts in Him, and relies on his strength, his power, and his might to accomplish what he has called me to do.
I know that as I take this step of faith once again, He will make something beautiful out of all my cares and concerns. As I reflect on all that He did during that week, I am encouraged and reminded that nothing is too big for Him!! It is all in His hands. He is with me every step of the way. Even when I grow weary and feel like giving up, like it’s just too tough and I can’t handle it, He is there to swoop in and save the day. He is my rock. He is my refuge. ALL things are possible through Christ who strengthens me!
PS: I am so blown away at how God has stepped in even in these last few days! Just a couple of days ago I was feeling overwhelmed by all of the things that I still needed to get for the trip. One by one, the Lord has provided each and every one of those things!! Thank you Lord! And thank you everyone who has helped provide! I AM SO BLESSED BY YOU ALL!
I also wanted to share one of my favorite songs. This album has been playing at my work for the last couple of months and this specific song has been an incredible blessing to me. Every time I hear it I get all fired up and ready to go!!
“We believe that your grace is stronger than all our faults and failures.
We believe that your love is deeper than our hearts could fathom.
We believe that your name is higher than every other power.
We believe that your ways are wiser than our understanding.
Jesus in your name we could change the world!”
