I promise I know how to spell, and the meaning of my blog title will make sense soon.
I once preached a sermon that someone else titled, “Not What You’d Expect.” If I were to title this season of my life, that’s exactly what I would call this time.
The past few weeks have been difficult. So difficult, in fact, that I thought about giving up. I wasn’t seeing money come in, things haven’t been going like I’d expected, and this was all very frustrating. To hear myself say I thought about quitting is weird, because I don’t quit; it’s not in my nature.
When it rains, it pours. This was a week of overflow. I know not every day will be like it has been this week, but this came in a moment when I needed it most, when I felt like I was barely hanging on.
A friend of mine that I’ve known for 17 years eagerly donated to my trip. Not only did she give, but she did so with excitement and words of encouragement. Although the money was a definite boost, her enthusiasm for and with me was what I needed most. She reminded me I could do it and that there is purpose in this trip. Next I received a phone call from someone I had never met asking me to come to their church and speak about my trip (more on this later). Lastly, I received a card in the mail that was a big surprise. A letter came from my friend’s mother that said she wanted to support my mission!! I had spent time at this family’s house during my college years and ate dinner with them; they are wonderful people. The gift did not surprise me because it would be out of character, it surprised me because I did not expect this. I sent a letter to my friend so it’s not surprising it ended up being shared, but what I’m really trying to say is that came exactly when I needed it. It was such an encouragement and elevated my belief that this is indeed possible. All these things combined gave me that little spark that said, “Okay, I can go on.” My faith was restored through a parent (insert punny blog title here).
I would like to say a special thank you to Cornerstone Lighthouse Church for having me this morning. I felt so welcomed and loved! If you know me, you know it’s rare for me to connect to anyone quickly. If you don’t know me, well, it is rare for me to feel a connection to anyone quickly!!! I appreciate your prayers, your heartfelt welcome, and your financial gifts. It was wonderful meeting all of you and I look forward to seeing you again.
Today I was told by someone that I am not a quitter and I am tenacious. They are right, I am! With that, I am going to press on and run with perseverance the race set before me (Heb 12:1).
