For the last month Jesus has been testing me.
Pushing me.
Pulling me.
Making me a little crazy.
But it's ok, because today I finally was told what it all was for.
I have this obnoxious thing where I seem to think that I need to:
"become a little better"
"sin a little less"
"clean up my life"
before I can truly have a full relationship with Jesus.
These ideas and thoughts are LIES.
You do not have to have your life all together to be with Jesus. Ive always felt that I need to stop doing this or stop doing that before I could fully appreciate the love of God.
But God's love is there ALL the time. We cant try and fix our lives before we come to God, because GOD is the fix. He will help us, work in us, love us and essentially change us.
We cannot get our lives together without Him.
So if you feel like you:
Drink too much.
Swear too much.
Hate too much.
Envy too much.
Yell too much.
Cry too much.
If you feel like these things are things you need to "fix" before you seek God…
Just know that Satan is lying to you trying to keep you away. These are all things we need to bring to God and He will be the fix. The help. The love. The change you are looking and searching so desperately for.
It has taken me almost 23 years to realize that I cannot fix myself up for God,
Because God is the answer.
And through Him He will help me overcome struggles and mold me into the person I am meant to be.
I just wanted to share this with all of you, because everyone is worthy of God's love.
Yes, even all of us with issues.
