India what can I say other than this place will show you what is needed to survive on the field as a missionary. This is where I started to really learn about the power of prayer and the nature of God. After the woman in the village was healed I was put into a state of questioning. I was questioning myself, what I believed in, and do I really believe in God at all. After about a week of not hearing from God I started to read his word more to see if I could discern anything he might be teaching me and in that I came to the real and honest answer I was waiting for a feeling, then I started to ask myself was I following God when I didn’t feel him as well as I did when I did feel him. And the answer I got was no I was only worshiping God in those what we call mountain top moments and not going to him everyday with everything. I was taught in this low place in my life where I thought God wasn’t there that he is always there watching over me and teaching me to rely on him in everything.
