for the first time in my life I know that god really dose know how I fill and understands what it’s like to be lonely, as well as the pain of loneliness,
there was a moment at training camp where I caught a glimpse of gods heart that broke mine and brought tears to my eyes,
from Adam to Noah and the people of Israel,
I could see y god made us to begin with, to have someone to share his love with and be love by, and from Adam to Noah what he made and loved so much abandoned him, and
he knows what it fills like to be bitter and angry at the people that where spost to be his own and love him back, so much so that he flooded the earth and killed everyone but Noah, and then all the times the people of Israel turned there back on him, I could see his heart breaking over being pushed away by those he loved, and all I could do was cry cause I felt what god has gone through since he made man, and it was how I’ve felt most of my life, and now I understanding a lil of what god him self has gone through with loneliness, I can now find confront when I’m really having a hard time be’n alone in knowing that he really dose know how I fill, and all he really wants is what we want and that’s a friend, to love and be loved by and share life with, He’s a good good Father that’s who he is and we are loved by him, and that’s who we are, we are loved by him,
maybe somebody needs to hear this, and know that god really dose know how you fill, you don’t have to fill alone anymore, you don’t have to search anywhere els for someone to fill that hole, he knows that hole oh to well that comes from being pushed away by those that where spost to love you, he knows how you fill and he’s a good good father,
look up the song Good Good Father by housefires
