so it is a weird feeling to be back to “normal life.” i don’t necessarily think that life before training camp was or is “normal,” and i am working hard to not come back and immediately forget the things that the Lord taught me over the past 10 days. all that to say it is difficult to transition from being surrounded by 50+ people who are like-minded and all going through the same breaking and re-building that you have, to day to day life with people who have no idea what has changed in you, and have possibly done no changing themselves in that period of time.
so that is where the Lord tells me it is time to start sharing the changes i have gone through. and be bold about not falling back into mediocrity. and not just refuse to do things that i used to do, but explain why i am no longer doing them. and share what an amazing time training was. and what i learned. so that is what i am going to attempt to do. i might fall, but i will get back up. i might have doubts, but i commit to trusting the Lord is bigger than my fears.
with freedom comes responsibility. the Lord has given me much freedom this past week. now comes the responsibility.
i am excited. i am nervous. i am expectant.
isaiah 61.
