There is so much to say and yet I have been off the field almost 2 weeks without writing. It has started to come out slowly like a time release capsule of processing. I miss it. The Race that is, well, parts of it anyway. It intrigues me how something so shifting and ever moving could become comfortable, but it had. It was my new way of life. The biggest transition in a sea of transition is definitely the last one. I have been overwhelmed by the small and the big as I reenter what once was familiar. Free and unlimited ice water?!?! The first time back in an American church hit me too. It is truly an experience and I have found myself thanking Him for things that I would never have noticed a year ago. I want to thank each and every one of you who supported me financially or through prayer. I pray that God bless you for your obedience and love. You played a hand in helping Him change my life forever! For that I am forever grateful!
You might be wondering what’s next for me. Her name is Rachel. Though, I know that Jesus has a huge plan for my life, has broken my heart for so much, and has started to crack open some doors, she is the next step. I came straight off the field to see her. I am staying with her family in Jacksonville, Florida. They have been so amazing and welcoming! We met in July of last year at training camp in Tennessee, a couple months before we left on the Race. We only spoke for a couple of minutes, but I soon learned that a couple of minutes can change your life forever. We quickly became friends and found that there was more budding than mere friendship. Leaving soon and both on a trip that asks you to remain single, complicated things. We invited our leadership into what was happening in our hearts to be honoring to them and the Lord. I know that I could have shared more than I did, but fear has its sneaky ways and I was afraid they might ask us not to talk for 11 months.
It was a tough season for us. Long distance relationships are hard enough without all the shaky circumstances that come from the World Race. I have learned so much! A lot of it has come from me making mistakes. But by His grace and mercy we made it through and we are stronger for it. I will never forget walking through the airport and coming around a corner to see her standing there. The dream faded away as I wrapped my arms around reality! I have been here ten days and I am more in love than I knew possible. We have our arms open wide and have invited Him fully in to have His way.
Please pray for us as we move forward. It can be overwhelming for me to think of the logistical side of things, but I know that He is going to provide. Also pray for truth and vision as it is easy to get lost in how to do things right for fear of doing them wrong. We so desire to have His hand fully in our lives. I also long to be the best I can for her, so please pray for wisdom and guidance for me. Thank you for everything! I will keep you updated on what Jesus does!
