“You know you are so attractive, why don’t we spend the night together, you know, have sex?” “Oh no, not me, sorry.” At that moment I knew exactly what was happening,…the enemy was setting a trap for me. The trap was to just laugh it off and change the subject, the trap was to be flattered and feel drawn to him. The trap was to say nothing. I made a decision in a split second to bring the Kingdom of God to this man who needed to know about the Jesus that changed me and set me free. I was no longer believing the lie I can’t minister to a man, or ignore someone hitting on me. If they’re in my path and have the boldness to hit on me, I have the boldness to tell them about Jesus.
I went into full effect, I pulled him aside and told him my story and my past. I told him, I’m walking in freedom. I said, I was that girl who gave pieces of my heart and my body to many men and always felt empty. I said, I had equated love with sex and I was wrong. I had missed out on God’s will for my life by chasing after what I wanted. I want to be a woman of God now and not a girl that just chases after men. I want to save myself for my husband, and I care more about the heritage I’m making for my children now. I’m free in Christ and I don’t walk in bondage anymore. I want purity and I want to know people for who they are and not for what they can do for me. I don’t want to be selfish and just take from people to make me feel good. The whole time I’m downloading on him my story, my struggles and bringing truth, he was listening. I said, you may not understand me now, but you will later. It will hit you and you will realize Jesus met you that day. You need to save yourself for your wife.
I’m thinking to myself, “I don’t even know who I am these days. I’m walking around free!!!” I’m preaching the gospel to a guy that just told me he wanted sex, and I’m boldly proclaiming my freedom. Who am I? Where the hell are my shoes? I don’t even know the person that’s walking around these days, and I like it!!!
I’m compelled to preach the gospel to anyone and everyone that God sets in my path, men, women and children. I made a decision last night, and I’m starting a revolution and getting my freedom and healing. I’m not walking in bitterness against men but instead I’m preaching the truth. Men need to honor and respect women, and if they don’t know, I will tell them. If a man looks at me crudely, and talks to me like I’m trash, I’m not getting angry or bitter. I will approach you with confidence in my identity as a child of God and let them know they were created for better than this. I deserve respect, to be cherished and honored because I’m God’s beautiful princess. I am no longer letting people live in bondage and lies. I have a voice and its getting stronger, so watch out men. You have no idea the warrior princess you’re talking too, and you’ll be thankful when He hits you.
