In the quiet of the MORNINGS, God is waiting for us there. Psalms 5:3 tells us to pray earnestly to God every day…in the mornings and wait EXPECTANTLY. This is when our mind is most free from problems and distractions. There in that place, whatever, where ever it is for you…he’s there. With that cup of coffee, or that one worship song, or on your patio looking over what he’s created, he will meet you there. Close your eyes…he’ll pull up a chair with you, sit with you, talk with you, listen to you. He’ll hug you, whisper in your ear “please know you can trust me”. He’ll say, “Meet with me every day, I have so much for you. I am God…I give good gifts, and you my son, deserve them”. Our God is a living God, literally. Try, just tryyyy to begin ridding yourself of your selfish desires and finding who God has made you to be. I’m in the process of doing this and will probably always be, and it’s one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. It’s not easy and you are going to want to give up sometimes, but it is worth fighting for, HE is worth fighting for.
Someone reminded me the other day that this life is not my own. This life…is NOT my own, but I/we can choose to make it our own, and it be one of the worst mistakes I could make. PRAISE GOD my life IS HIS and in his hands…..cause I hate who my flesh thinks me to be. I hate what my flesh is and desires. Drives me crazy, But it is TRULY ONLY through Jesus I’m no longer that person, although the enemy sometimes wants to sneak in and tell me I am. God has called me to this Race to see who he is, how big he is, to give me passion for the kingdom, etc. He is doing so much…and it’s because I’m letting him. I’m meeting with him. I don’t understand a lot of things that happen but that’s ok. I meet with him and I bring to him what I want for that day…and I wait EXPECTANTLY! And again it is because God DOES give good gifts, and wants us to want these things and HE WANTS to give them!
I don’t want to make this to long cause I want people to read it lol, so thank you everyone who is supporting me and praying for me! Today is Christmas and I’m just soaking in the Holy Spirit this morning with typing this and listening to worship music and just being struck with thankfulness! God is SO good to us if we let him be. If we sincerely make him greater and ourselves less, life change can happen. That’s a verse but I forget where! Love you all!
MERRY CHRISTMASSSS!
I won the block carrying competition lol
Some of our goofy Christmas pics in front of our Christmas tree!
