March 1
Its been pretty crazy here in Nicaragua. Every day is a completely different schedule and nothing is ever set in stone. I will be honest, it is a tough way to live, but God has been teaching me a lot about abandonment, which includes my need of a plan.
I have been thinking about my plan quite a few times here. It is hard to think after this crazy awesome journey, I have no earthly clue what I am doing afterwards. But this is where the trust comes in. Do I really trust that God will lead me? Do I really believe that I am a daughter of the King?
My team has been going through the book of Romans together and it has been so encouraging for me. Romans 8:14-17 says,
"For all who are lead by the Spirit of God are sons (and daughters) of God. For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons (and daughters), by whom we cry, “Abba! Father!” The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs-heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ, provided we suffer with him in order that we may also be glorified with him."
How awesome! We are so loved by Him that He chose to adopt us! He chose me to be His daughter! Why do I fear anything? He loves me so much and He has my best interest at heart! I am going to trust Him with everything especially my future! He will do a whole lot better of a job than I could ever think up!
