I have been constantly reminded of the calling the Lord has on my life. Two years ago the Lord gave me
big words. Not only did he call me to the World Race, but he called me to the nations, to the broken, the hurting, the poor and to the ones the world has forgotten. He has put his spirit in me to do his work. From the beginning of time, he chose me to do this. It is completely unfathomable and a privilege to say the least…
These past 8 months of being home have honestly been so challenging. I was sure I had God figured out, I thought I had my own life figured out and that I could change it on my own. I longed for purpose, community and to see the Lord move in the lives of those around me. As He provided these things I realized they looked completely different than what I expected them to look like. And that hurt…a lot, however this time was not in vain, because the Lord used it to draw me into deeper dependency and relationship with him which is pure joy.
With each passing day of coming home, I just wanted to go back to the race, yet I knew it wasn’t possible. I was living in the past. I thought each day would get easier, you know, because everyone says, time heals all things. Well things definitely did not get better with time. It hurt too much to look at the reality I was in, I didn’t want to hurt. I didn’t want to cry and to deal with it. And was convinced I didn’t know how. So I numbed myself to everything, put on a smile and coasted through…
I spent the spring as a substitute teacher and soccer coach. It was really fun, yet in some ways I was ignoring what God had done in my life this past year and not walking confidently in the calling He has upon me. I still refused to deal with my emotions of being home and packed my days to the max to justify not spending time with the Lord. April came. It was my breaking point as God was calling me to sacrifice some things.
I was offered the job which I had always said was “my dream job,” a Spanish teaching position at my alma mater high school. I knew if I wanted it I could have had it. Although my heart knew I wouldn’t be happy doing it, I wanted it, just for the sake of having it…Nothing more. As I considered it, God spoke simply, “…I want all of you. I am jealous FOR you. I want to take you deeper. I have another plan….I will bless you in whatever you choose, but I want all of you.” So I followed…
Since then lots has happened…but now more than ever I am realizing this calling wasn’t just an 11 month commitment, it’s not a 9 to 5 that I can just clock in and out of each day, it is life to me…
With that being said, there is no doubt in my heart the Lord is calling me to go to the G42 Leadership Academy in Spain. It’s a 6 month intensive theology school taught by men and women who do not just teach and walk in the principles alone but people who live it, breathe it and manifest the presence of God in their own lives. I feel God is preparing me for something big. He is taking me deeper, into a season of preparation and equipping me to live passionately, full of joy, with a deep attitude of thankfulness, worship, and grace-with great hope for the future! It is not only a leadership school or ministerial training center; it is also a jumping off point for people who have committed to giving their lives for Christ…whatever that looks like. 🙂
Plain and simple this is the vision of the school:
To raise up leaders who are equipped, focused, determined and strong
To have passion released and Freedom to become
To live a life of maturity bounded by love and grace
To go to the nations and plant the kingdom where it doesn’t exist and spend the rest of their lives selflessly, joyously and passionately in the supernatural power of God, Making every dead thing come alive.
Surrendering to God and following the path He is leading me down, I have complete faith that He will provide. This journey begins on September 15th. I need your support both prayerfully and financially. I am asking for volunteers to pray for me daily until I return. The academy program costs are $1,000/month, so $6,000 in total. Additional expenses include health insurance and flights. If 25 people pledge $40/month mygoal would be met! Will you please prayerfully consider partnering with and supporting me for whatever amount you can, monthly or one-time?
You can support me financially by clicking
HERE or….send a
check to
Adventures In Missions
6000 Wellspring Trail
Gainesville, GA 30506
Make checks payable to
: ‘Adventures in Missions’ and
In the MEMO section of the Check simply write
‘BECKY MILLER’
Feel free to
contact me if you have any questions.
From the bottom of my heart, i thank you so much!
Lots of love and blessings!!
