Today my heart felt really heavy and I know I had to have some Jesus time. There have been things really weighing my heart about this trip. I go through moments at least every other day when I feel that the World Race is not an option for me. I have all these emotions in my head I just don’t know what to do with them. Sometimos I think to myself that I CANNOT believe how God can truly bless me with going on this missions trip when I don’t deserve it. I just don’t see how I’m going to pay for this trip. So with all those crazy thoughts I just went to the Lord. I truly had some things that I needed to be broken of. As, I am crying out to the Lord I decide to play listen to The United Pursuit Band and then the song Come Away starts to play.
Turning Point Moment!!!!
As I heard these lyrics:
Come away with me, come away.
It's never too late, it's never too late,
it's not too late for you.
I have a plan for you, I have a plan.
It's going to be wild,
it's going to be great,
it's going to be full of me
It just hit me that God has chosen this plan for me life. I am WORTHY of this experience. Why wouldn’t God use me to share his love with others. God is asking us to trust him whole-heartedly. As I look at those lyrics now I am just in awe of the call that God has put on my heart.
