When I first was chosen to go on this missions trip I assumed that my major source of financial and prayerful support would be from the two churches I attend in San Diego. After checking with the administration I found out both churches have policies against supporting missionaries who are going through other organizations. I get it; they need to be responsible with the tithes given over to them, to make sure that the message being spread is in line with the church's beliefs.
At first I was upset thinking of all the support I'll miss out on and wondering how I'll raise $17000…
Now, I'm thinking how it would be such an honor to get up in front of my church and speak my heart. To share all the wondrous things God is doing in my life and in the lives of my teammates. To gather together with them in prayer. I'm more sad than anything to not have the opportunity to share my heart.
But here's the thing: I've had the opportunity, out of necessity to seek out other ways and other venues to share about this journey. I've begun focusing more on developing and deepening individual relationships which is really the whole point of missions. The point is not about numbers, or exposure or donations or comfort.
What we are heading out to do is all about building relationships. Connecting people with God by showing them how connected we are with Him, how much of a difference he makes in every minute of my life. I'm grateful for my situation because the side effect of my churches not carrying me, is I'm learning how to walk on my own, following His footsteps. I assume, He knows where he's going.
Thanks to Mom for reminding me. Thanks to Dad Roberts for supporting me. Thanks to Jessie and Dad Hatchell for showing me that forgiveness is an absolute necessity for all humans, even me. Thanks to Grammie for speaking some very practical tactics and truths, you rock Grammie. Thanks to Tania and her entire church for their tender love. Thank you to Church at the Crossroads for being such a loving and open, missions minded church. I'm so blessed to be a part of your community whether home or abroad.
