Today, I want to write about testimony. I pray that these words of testimony will prophesy into your life and release the power and love of God into your heart. You are His kid and man, does He love you.
God is so good. I mean, honestly, He is so good. I need to tell you tonight that this journey of saying YES to God has been changing my life.
It has left me broken. It has left me transformed.
God is breaking the fear of man off of me. Fear of man sucks. Absolutely. It will destroy you and it will get you to submit not to the ways of God, but to any and every other voice. Plus, it is confusing and confusing is never, ever Jesus' way.
I remember one day over these past few weeks when I was having a hard time and specifically having a hard time being confident in my decision that God was INDEED calling me to the World Race. I was prayer walking and I was crying and I just said to Jesus, "What is going on?"
He spoke to me and said, "I am allowing you to grieve the fear of man. You have allowed fearing man to be your safe place because you have thought it would preserve your life."
Jaw dropping stuff.
Subsequently, the Lord used some amazing people and led me through a time where I made an intentional decision that this stuff was no longer for me. Fear will treat you like a slave, it will call you an orphan, and it will use you. I remember once God spoke to me and said, "Fear roams the earth to sow a seed into an orphan that he might receive a portion in a son."
It is so true and listen here, I am tenacious that fear won't sow any seeds in me. He is my reward.
So what has been happening?
I am dancing.
I am singing.
I am laughing my guts out.
I am thinking like a daughter.
I am facing my fears one-by-one.
I think every day we have a choice. We have a choice to submit to Jesus or to submit to fear.
I choose Him. Each and every day, I choose Him.
As for the next thing; He is breaking my heart for the nations of the earth. He is reminding me of what He has put inside of me.
And honestly, you know what my heart aches for?
I want to be fully satisfied in Jesus.
I want to be so overwhelmed by His presence.
I want to be a testimony that the Father provides for His kids.
I want to see nations impacted with the power of God.
Lord Jesus, come and do what only You can do.
