We have been preaching….. a lot. We get
up in the mornings, go to about 3 schools to preach, have the afternoon off,
preach at churches at night. A lot
of the time, they just want us to tell our stories. I talk about me all day long. It really is exhausting but it is teaching me so much about
my story and how I got here. I
talk about the hard stuff I’ve walked through. I talk about the dark years. I also talk about how much God loves me. I talk about how IT DOESN’T MATTER WHAT
I DO….. In all those times I have
deliberately turned my back on him and given him the finger, he loves me the same today. It doesn’t matter what I do. But…. God wants better for me. I was living a good life but we are not
meant for good. He wants us to be
great. In all these times I tell
my story God is still teaching me more about it. I lived it, you would think I would understand it all. There are so many inner workings
that I will never understand.
I believe God has been preparing me for this year my whole
life. A little over a year ago, I
said yes. God asked me to take a
year, I said yes. God asked me to
give up a life I thought I wanted.
A job, friends, family… for
one year. I said yes. Well, first I said no, then I said
yes. Little did I know I wasn’t
just saying yes to a year, I was saying yes to the transformation of my
heart. I was saying yes to the
transformation of my mind. Nothing
is the same. He doesn’t want
us to live good lives, he wants us to be great. He loves to bless us.
All we have to do is reach out and take it. it’s our choice.
