Oh the infamous training camp blog…where do I even begin! How about…
GOD is so good, God IS SO good, God is so GOOD!
Yup that pretty much sums it up…the end! 😉
No but seriously, I am completely and utterly in awe of how AWESOME our God is! He completely busted out of my silly little box that I've had Him in for so long. He absolutely shattered every crack in my heart that so desperately needed to be broken in order to be completely filled with Him and Him alone. He broke EVERY chain by the power of His Holy name! PRAISE GOD!
THERE IS ABSOLUTELY POWER IN THE NAME OF JESUS!
But to be honest, I was beyond terrified going into this week. I had no idea what to expect. I was apprehensive about fitting in and being accepted (being the introvert I used to be lol). I was so fearful of the hidden, wicked, dark places in my heart that God might decide to open up and shed light on. I was afraid that in my fleshly nature I would not allow God to fully transform me, break me, and empower me to do His will because of how tightly I've held onto my pride all these years. A huge part of me was struggling so deeply with the fear and doubt that God really didn't call me to be a missionary for the World Race. That I'm not strong enough, that my heart is too sinful, that I cannot be effective for the Kingdom, that I am not really a Woman after God's own heart, that I am so deficient in so many ways. LIES!
Oh but I am so deficient in so many ways…and Praise God for that! For in my weakness HE is made strong! For it is through the strength of my Jesus that I can and will step out in faith and move mountains for the Kingdom and for His Glory!
"Did I not tell you that if you believe, you will see the GLORY of God!" John 11:40
God spoke so much truth, life, and power over me at training camp. He reached into the depths of my heart; at one point to the very core of one of my major wounds, reopening it in order to clean out all of the infection and heal it for GOOD! God revealed the root of the pain that has been the lock on so many chains throughout my life that have kept me bound and shackled for far too long! The LOVE of God and the overwhelming PEACE of His Spirit came crashing over me like healing waters! I am HEALED! I have been set FREE! I AM HIS BELOVED!
"It is for FREEDOM that Christ has set us free. STAND FIRM, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery." Galatians 5:1
GOD is so good. God IS SO good. God is so GOOD!!!
I stand in awe of His love, grace, mercy, provision, sovereignty, power, and faithfulness!
I AM BEYOND BLESSED!
I cannot, absolutely cannot wait to begin this new journey with my JESUS!
P.S.
There's an army rising up and it's name is M-Squad! Mighty MEN & WOMEN of God! I love you all from the bottom of my heart and eagerly anticipate God to move mountains in and through us! Kingdom of God COME!
His Beloved,
Angela
