I was dead. I was living a body that mostly functions with a soul that was falling apart. I was on life support. Hanging on by a thread. But I’ve been revived. The Lord has lands hands on me. I am redeemed.

As I approached a group of prayer warriors I knew I wanted nothing more than to be filled. Filled with the Holy Spirit. Filled with love. Filled with things other than my own selfish desires. Removed of all sin. Of all fear. Of all my need to control.

I wasn’t even to their hands before my heart rate increased exponentially and in one step and with one touch I was down. I was on the floor humbled at the feet of Jesus. At the foot of the cross. Where all my burdens are laid and all my prayers are heard.

I was overcome with joy. With laughter. With uncontrollable joy. With the Lord’s love. Dear Jesus you are so good. And with that words left my month. Words I’ve been praying for since training camp. Words I didn’t even understand. But words I knew were pleasing to The Lord. Words only The Lord can understand.

 

GOD’S BROUGHT ME FULL CYLCE

Beyond blessed. Michael Perez is here. Michael, the vehicle through which God spoke to me is in Chiang Mai. If you’ve been following me since the beginning of this journey you’ve seen this man. You’ve heard his words spoken. The words that The Lord spoke through the lips of this broken vessel. Lord you speak through the weak. Michael is weak. I am weak. But through this weakness, He is strong. He receives the glory.

Thank you, Lord for a night I’ll never forget. Thank you for filling the atmosphere with your Holy Spirit. For bringing this man back into my life at the perfect time. Thank you for filling him with your spirit and for the words that come from his mouth. He revived me. Your plan is so good

 

“‘For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.'” ~ Jeremiah 29:11-13