I don’t want to write a blog about fluff and rainbows.
This may not even add anything to your day or inspire you. Laugh, cry , read it, enjoy it, or don’t.
But I hope it brings you into my world for a few minutes.
I want to be transparent with you. SO.
Here are some thoughts that I’ve honestly had lately. Even now, as I type.


I will be spending the next 4 months in South America. WHY did I not take the ol’ Espanol in High School? #fail

South America…mmm, guacamole.

….What country am I in again?

I want to grow out my nails. I miss my long nails.

Man. Solomon and his Boo thing. #RelationshipGoals.

mmm Soupe Tuscana. Olive Garden. Merp.

I really need to learn more Ukulele chords. You can only play Over the Rainbow so many times, Amelia.

Are my Asian roommates only pretending they don’t know how to speak English so they don’t have to talk to me?? Because I’m pretty sure I heard them talking to the front desk guy in English. Or maybe that was the other group of Asians…I hope its not my roommates. That’d be so rude.

America is so overpriced.

I miss Netflix.

No I don’t. Now I get to invest my time into things that matter!

I would love some dark chocolate right now. and a glass of wine.

I still miss Netflix.

What podcast should I listen to? Ah let’s see here..hmm Graham Cooke…mmm Tim Keller…nah…mmmm John Bevere??…Ah, wait…JUDAH! Yup. Im totally in a Judah mood. Sweet Judah. …Life is….Judah.
(only some people will get that one , I think ^)

I should just drop my tent and sleeping pad. I can Hammock for the rest of my life.

What the heck am I going to do in NYC for 16 hrs??…and How in the name of bacon am I supposed to pay for that? (we have a layover there at the end of Jan.)

What the heck is life going to look like in 5 months? I have no idea. I should give that to the Lord. kewl. 

I wonder if bartering at the Target check out would actually work?

America is still overpriced. 

I can’t believe I’m fully funded. God is so faithful and wonderful. How do I deserve this? I don’t.

I love Indian curry and parathas. HOW DO THEY DO IT?

Why is Survivor only filmed in warm and exotic places? stick ’em all in a frozen tundra and we will see how things pan out then. 

I wonder how much longer I can make this tube of toothpaste last…I’ll make it work.

I miss my dogs. I could really use dog cuddles right now.

I need to creative journal, today….*-_-*-_-*-_-*

Isaiah is INTENSE. Daaang. 

I want another tattoo…who am I kidding.

I love cold showers. Malaysia is fracken hot.

My life is insane. What am I doing?

It’s not so bad.

It’s 12:45 am. I should probably go to bed… but until I right this blog…and watch that podcast…and journal a little. 

Well folks, that’s about it.

Thanks for reading my thoughts (haha) and entering the mind of a racer for a bit. 🙂

Love you all and God bless!