Are you excited?                                    Are you crazy?

                                     Are you ready? 

                 Are you nervous?

                                                              Are you scared?

            Are you packed?

                                            Where’s training camp?

         When’s training camp?

                                                                         What IS training camp?

             Where’s your brain?


for God is not a God of confusion but of peace….

1 Corinthians 14:33


Sometimes the Lord sends you

through seasons that make you feel

totally confused

and frustrated

and quite estranged from your own life.

The last few months have left me

in such a whirlwind.

I’ve had things uncontrollably stripped from me.

Literally, things have been stolen from me

way before I was ready to let go of them.

My car was totaled due to someone seriously

backing into it at an intersection. 

To top it all off, 

there have really been nights 

where I didn’t have space to call my own. 

Life gets REAL quick.

But, through it all, God has been so good. 

And, so quick to teach me. 

Sometimes the Lord sends you

through seasons to teach you not only about yourself, 

but also to give you compassion for other’s

whose lives tend to stay pretty chaotic. 

Those things that were stolen from me..

I really didn’t need anyways and

the things God knew were important to me 

were things He was so quick to replace.

Because, my God is in the business of making all things new!

To top it all off,

I have my own space

totally rent free until I leave.

 

 We know that God makes all things work together

for the good of those who love Him

and are chosen to be a part of His plan.

Romans 8:28

 

So, now? An apology to things that I have let go to the wayside 

and the people it has affected. I’m slowly getting a hold of those things.

But, I am so grateful for a gracious community that upholds me

to righteous & holy character

because it counts in hard times like these. And, hard times like these

cause you to reevaluate who you are & God’s plan for your life. 

Without such a community, I would’ve been homeless

a few nights, starving, and feeling very lost. 

But, GOD. 

He shows up every time for His children. 

 

And since we are his children, we are his heirs.

In fact, together with Christ we are heirs of God’s glory.

But if we are to share his glory, we must also share his suffering.

Romans 8:17