Well I wanted to get on here post one of my next blogs from camp. To talk about the amazingness of God, and how humbled I was by the whole experience, and I could, but my heart just isn’t there. A couple months ago I was attacked BIG time, in a way I had never experienced before, and it has been the biggest struggle to get back from that. And even though God has spoken to me, and even though it clicked for me the last night of camp, and even though He has spoken to me again, and shown me, I am still at a place of numbeness. I feel like a fire that went out, and the embers are still burning, but even though people are blowing on me, I am still not lighting back up. I want to be consumed so badly and just overwhelmed by Him. I want my heart to be one with His, I want to see someone in need and have that heartache. I want to feel the joy of the Lord, in my daily experiences. I want to hear Him even more clearly then before this stupid attack happened. I take authority over this in the name of JESUS. The enemy has no place over me, for I am a child of God 🙂 I know the Lord is faithful to complete the good works He has started, therefore I know this to shall pass. It’s just a matter of being faithful, even when I can’t feel anything.
