These are the days that I want to cry out to God and simply ask why.
Why am I in a country with so many orphans or children at risk?
Why do kids who need special needs wander the streets alone and might have no
where to go?
Why can’t I save everyone I meet and tell them that in a country with a death age lower
than 50 years old that they have purpose beyond their dreams?
Why is my heart breaking for all the children who aren’t in school because their family
needs them to work instead of going to school?
Why cant every child have someone who is so excited when they get home from school
everyday and just shower them with love?
Why do people here walk miles to simply get fresh water and they are happy to do it?
Why is AIDS more than 45% of the population in this country?
Why God?
But then I remember something that gets me through this broken heart for Swaziland.
You are more powerful than I can ever imagine.
You see everyone that is suffering and your heart is broken beyond what I can even
imagine.
You understand the pain that is happening and you have a plan to heal greater than I
can see.
You sent your Son to die on the cross so everyone would have a chance to hear the
truth of this life and see what Jesus can do for the lost.
You give people a desire to go and see these countries be helped.
You are in control and even when I don’t understand why these things happen in this
world I know that you see everyones heart and pain and you love them all and you are a
sovereign and gentle God.
You see everyone and you can’t bare to see people suffer so you bring a desire and a
dream in some peoples hearts to help change a nations.
Thanks God for telling me that my breaking heart is because you see this country and
you want change just as bad as I do.
