Holy Spirit would you move in power
come and crash this place with love
come and crash this place with love
King of Glory would you have your way here
come and crash this place with love
come and crash this place with love
I found this song among a few new songs I downloaded last week and I really fell in love with it tonight. I needed it. I love this chorus, it rings so true in my life right now.
I am kind of freaking out.
I have EIGHT (8) days until my first deadline.
And because of some miscalculations on my part I need another $230 for my account as well as almost $400 for my international insurance. So now I am back up to needing $1400 in my account (not including the insurance)
I am starting to think about all of the shots I need to get and everything has just been overwhelming to think about the last few days.
In the past few days I let the fears I have absolutely take control. It was easier to let my fear control me than to go to the true Source of my control. But I concede. I know that there is no possible way that I can do this in my strength and come up with $1400. But I know that God can do it. I have seen it happen in my squadmates. I have seen it in past squads. But it all had to do with them relying on God and his power to get them through it.
So after a good chat with my squadbrother Chase and some encouraging texts and conversations with four or five lovely ladies from my squad in the last two days I knew that I needed to remember Who is really in charge. I was reminded of words that I have spoken and reminded that I am a part of this family that hasn’t even met yet. I was reminded that my God works miracles. And if our God is for us, then who can be against us.
Some girls from my squad and I have committed to not checking our account until Monday afternoon. Checking our account has become a new addiction for us and we check it more often than Facebook… so we decided that checking it so much was stressing us out. So if you can help out in any way I would be so grateful. I know that God is going to work through you because I know that he has called me to this and I know he will provide.
This journey is already teaching me a lot and I am just scratching the surface of what the next year of my life will be like. I have had a taste of it and I don’t want to stop. Will you be a part of what he is doing in my life? Help God crash this place [my heart and my account] with love? Click the link under my picture to help me out with the $1400 or if you would like to help me out for insurance or my shots let me know and I can tell you where you can send it.
One more thing while I still have your attention: How can I pray for you? I want to be praying for you all as well. This is a two way street. Let me know. =]
resting in His providence,
-A
