I am broken. Totally broken. I am striving to live the life God wants for me, I want what He wants. It doesn’t always make since.
 In times of brokeness, God wants us to run to Him, just as we are. He wants us to cry out to Him and tell Him our pain. It hurts, it’s awful. I don’t have many answers right now, but here is what I DO know:
 
1. God is who He says He is.                                
2. God can do what He says He can do.
3. I am who God says I am.
4. I can do all things through Chirst.
5. God’s word is alive and active in me.
 
-Walk by Faith
-Die To Self
-Be Desperate and Dependent on Him
 
“God is my Father, He loves me, and I will never think of anything that He will forget, so why should I worry? Jesus said there are times when God cannot lift the darkness from you, but you should trust Him. At times God will appear like an unkind friend, but He is not. He will appear like an unnatural Father, but He is not. He will appear like an unjust judge, but He is not. Keep the thought that the mind of God is behind all things strong and growing. Not even the smallest detail of life happens unless God’s will is behind it. Therefore, you can rest in perfect confidence in Him. ” Oswald Chambers “My Utmost for His Highest” July 16
 
“The Lord is close to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” Psalm 34:18
 
 “God is our refuge and strength an ever-present help in trouble. ” Psalm 46:1
 
“Nobody said it was easy. No one ever said it would be so hard. I’m going back to the start” 
Coldplay X & Y, “Fix You”