That’s it. I have figured it out. Yea right but I do think I have a
better glimpse of what the Lord is calling me to walk in. Of course after many tears, through the
ups and the downs, hitting walls, breaking through walls he continues to speak
to me. While I was on The World
Race I went through a time of brokenness. At time where I felt lost, I felt like I didn’t hear his voice, I felt
alone. The Lord was doing a work
in my heart. And at that time
something I could not imagine what he was calling me to become. I had no idea because I had never seen
myself become of that before. I
had my ups where I heard his voice and I had my times in the valley where I
felt like I was drowning. But
despise those times and through those times I became something. I became confident in hearing his
voice. I became confident that he
called me to greatness and he wants to continue to call me to more greatness.
Since then he called me to a time of
developing leadership skills and a time of putting those to use. But it’s not my past that matters
anymore. For that case it’s not
even my future that matters. It’s
right now that matters.
For right
now he has me in a place of transition. And I rather use the words a time of transformation. There are many things that scare me
about this time in my life. One
because it means its not going to be something that is natural and from humans
eyes it feels as if we are always sitting there and its uncomfortable. Two because sometimes we never know how
long this time of transition can be for but I know He has called me to live for
today.
So I lay it out there. This is where I am, a time of
transition. Or can I say a time of
transformation. And if I had to go
deeper I would say he has me at a place of brokenness. I definitely would say this time it
feels completely different then my time on the race. The crazy thing is I stand confident in who he has made
me. That he has still called me to
greatness and that he will continue to call me to greatness. It’s not those things that I feel like
I am struggling with because I am confident in my identity in Christ. I know he wants me no better place then
in His arms of Love. And I can
tell you right now that my words sound like I have it all together. Truly I am a train wreck but a
train that is headed on the right path. Because I know he is calling me become something I have no idea what it
looks like. And if I tried to
figure it out which I have, He continues to tell me it wouldn’t make since to
you. He is doing a work in my
heart.
I would greatly appreciate your
prayers through this time. Just a
quick update my squad finished their month 5 in Thailand and has made their way
to Malaysia for month 6. Please continue to
pray for them. I am still in need
of support. If feel led to support
me you can either email me at [email protected]
or click support me on the left side of this page.
Can’t be a blog without pictures of life lately….
Fuse girls at the Hoyer Wedding
Me with my best friend Linds!
The magnificent bride and groom!
Me, Em and Mark at the Wedding!
Me and this weird girl i found on the side of the road!
Me and linds in Georgia!
